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In the dark stairwell...

I don't know why I walked away... when all I want to do is see you. I looked up into your eyes at the stairwell, you looked down at me. Passed me. We both stopped. The world. Time. Stopped. In that moment it was just, you and I. All that was between us, a choice. I looked down at the steps, leading to you. I found myself taking a step back. Walked away. Not even a glance back. I couldn't breathe. My eyes stung. The image of you, standing, waiting, burned into my mind. Did I make

...if i could goo back,
...change the outcome...
...what choice would i make?...

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In the dark stairwell...I don't know why I walked away... when all I want to do is see you. I looked up into your eyes at the stairwell, you looked down at me. Passed me. We both stopped. The world. Time. Stopped. In that moment it was just, you and I. All that was between us, a choice. I looked down at the steps, leading to you. I found myself taking a step back. Walked away. Not even a glance back. I couldn't breathe. My eyes stung. The image of you, standing, waiting, burned into my mind. Did I make In the dark stairwell...
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optimism greeted with a card and cold weather

Wed Dec 16, 2009, 7:43 PM

I think I spoke too soon about me not having problems=/

I guess its best that I don't even write about it,

its like I would give it too much power over me.

I started practice Monday, which was great, but I am still limited.

It has been cold and wet all this week so far

great soccer weather!=]

I got a card in the mail today,

it was from my Korazon!

It made me cry, gosh...

I miss her so much...=[

not a day goes by that I don't think about her...

I am greatful that we still keep in touch.

Though she does bring up stuff from the past, I find it a lot more comfortable

to talk to her...

I do regret changing on her, even if it was a little bit...

but now it doesn't matter.

Thats how I feel about Malo...

I feel like it is my fault things are the way they are...

I did make the wrong choice.

I regret it.

So instead of being sad about this, I am going to make things better and

hopefully get things back on track to how they were.

Maybe then I can be happy.

Knowing that Malo is my friend, and I will have him to talk to.

I always found myself smiling when we talked, maybe thats all I need to to.

Make an effort to get things the way they were.

-NYX#21
H.H.S!

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Mood: Optimism
Listening to: Pitbull-hotel room...jijijiji!;]
Reading: card from my korazon!<3
Watching: The Hangover
Playing: soccer
Eating: corndawg!
Drinking: agua

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i am a chronic thinker. no joke. when it comes to life, i try to take it day by day, or moment by moment. i love soccer, photography, reading,doodling, and hanging out with my friends. i am a sophomore, made varsity soccer my freshman year! I am not into labels. I wish i could speak perfect spanish^^ over all i can be random and love to try new things. my goals in life are to do a bicycle kick and score a goal on a corner and a header...lol

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Current Residence: the stars
Interests: Futbol!! , reading, drawing, daydreaming, thinking, writing, photography, wolves, squirrels,
Favourite movie: UP!, WALL E, Coraline, KUNg Fu panDa
Favourite band or musician: ThE spILL CanVaS, MaKanO,Rush, Queensryche!!! WISIN Y YANDEL, AVenTuRa
Favourite genre of music: rock, metal, reaggeaton, Bachata
Favourite photographer: my eyes, dreams, imagination
Favourite style of art: PHOTOS, liturature
MP3 player of choice: My korazon's
Shell of choice: turtle O.o
Wallpaper of choice: donis escobar #22
Skin of choice: clear
Favourite game: soccer!!!!
Favourite cartoon character: Chowder!!!<3 "Im not your boyfriend!!!!"
Personal Quote: Hoy es NocHe dE SeXo!!!

Email: nyxgomez21@yahoo.com

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*Gir-Gir 10 hours 44 minutes ago

Thanks for the fave. ^^

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With love,

*Gir-Gir

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Fly me away,
take me away,

~Nyx-Lupis 9 hours 14 minutes ago

your very welcome!<3

*scheinbar 4 days 18 hours ago

thanks

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"Zu einem bestimmten Zeitpunkt wird alles auseinanderbrechen, weil man zuviel darüber nachgedacht hat." Thomas Pynchon, Die Enden der Parabel, S. 860